Bite. Bite. Bite. Are you dead yet?

.:AN OFFICIAL TITLE FROM ME 8D :.

2009-04-18T18:03:00.004+08:00

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DURHURHURHUR!

I'm going to OFFICIALLY make one manga volume [not doujin] for the sake of my creative juices. ~~and my pride~~

It might be out at the end of the year.

I'll have to take some referral shots of some of the buildings around town and stuff.

So... I guess I have tons of work to do now, huh?

OH NOES!

I'll post up some character profiles and other crap later.

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On a completely unrelated note...

I NEVER SEEM TO POST ABOUT STUFF HAPPENING IN SCHOOL!

It's just that I DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE. @_@

My mind's just one big mess.

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ON ANOTHER UTTERLY UNRELATED NOTE;

Should I get a cat or a dog?

[super confuzzled for now]

.: You know the feeling you get when you talk to someone whom you care for? :.

2009-03-23T20:36:00.004+08:00

I'm so glad that people do care.

They do.

I'm so glad.

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Forgotten.

When was I ever remembered?

This hollow cavern in me.

Cannot be filled.

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What about my friends?

They do support me.

But...

I don't get enough of it.

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I know I'm not so important to some of them.

But that feeling of RECOGNITION is the one I'm looking for.

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"I love you."

Such fickle words.

A thin line between love and hate.

When you love someone, there's a chance you will hate them as well.

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But when I think about it.

No one's ever said,

"I love you" or

"I like you"

in a romantic way to me.

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I really appreciate every single one of you that's been with me through thick and thin;

Demy; For being my pillar of strength.

Aki; For being a best friend.

Sammy; For understanding me.

Riku; For entertaining me [You prude! XD Yes, You. Riku.]

WinWin; For being Epic WIN XD.

E-wei; ... For calling me doggy...?>_> And for belanja-ing me. XD

Xiao Lin; For trusting me.

Alex; For cheering me up and giving me chocs. :]

KJ; For not letting me be alone.

Aayla and Haley: [sobs sobs] I MISS YOU GUYS!

AND TO EVERYONE ELSE I MISSED!

.:40の事〔物:..:Quaranta Cose:..:Forty Things:.

2008-12-24T17:52:00.003+08:00

1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?

- I injured myself... ._.

2. Did you keep your New Years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

N/A - What resolutions? Oh you mean the one where I wish for a boyfri- ... Oh nevermind >_>

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

- Nope, not that I know of.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

- Does my Great Grand Aunt count?

5. What countries did you visit?

- Australia, Thailand. MALAYSIA!!! LOL.

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?

- A boyfriend... More friends... :/

7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory?

- Dec 14; The day that Asiaworks began. Other days aren't equivalent...

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

- Failing to go to Comic Fiesta >_>

9. What was your biggest failure?

- Read the above sentence.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

- YESSSS! D:<

11. What was the best thing you bought?

- A laptop XD

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?

- Does not compute D:

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

- ._. I dunno?

14. Where did most of your money go?

- FOOD >:D

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

- Nothing... :/

16. What song/album will always remind you of 2008?

- N/A >_> I just don't know.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

Happier or Sadder? ...
Thinner or Fatter? ... Taller XD
Richer or Poorer? Richer in Food Experience.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?

- Drawing/ Illustrating

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?

- WoWing. Lol.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?

- In Singapore.

21. Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?

- Demmy >:D She's the ONLY one that calls :/

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?

- Yeah; not telling who though.

23. How many one night stands in this year?

- Do you rrrreeeaaaalllyyy want to know? >:]

24. What was your favourite TV program?

- D: Heroes?

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

- Not really, it will always be my parents. And Bimbos; you know who you are. :/

26. What was the best book(s) you read?

- P.S I love you; Cecilia Ahern

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

- Blind Guys from Alabama

28. What did you want and get?

- Money >:D

29. What did you want and not get?

- More goddamn understanding friends.

30. What were your favourite films of this year?

- Taken >:D THAT MOVIE WAS SO EFFING AWESOME!!!!!

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

I turned 14; and my parents forgot my B'day. Most of my friends only wished me LATER in the evening. But the best gift i got was an early greeting from Demmy on the day before. :3

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

- Someone I can talk/bitch about my problems to every day.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?

- Emo, Punk, Goth, Harajuku, Goth Loli. XD

34. What kept you sane?

- The voices in my head :3

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

- Legalizing Marijuana >_>

37. Who did you miss?

- Sammie, KJ, Aisha, Demmy, E-wei, Alex and my school mates... ~~I guess >_>~~ :3

38. Who was the best new person you met?

- Sammie; She was so kind and understanding :3 I want more friends like her!!! D:

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.

- Do not, I repeat, DO NOT ask Cempaka students to attend your reviews or anything that are of unimportance to them. They won't attend it. :/ ~~Me included LOL~~

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?

"I think I'm drowning/ Aspyxiating/ I wanna break this spell you've created" -Muse; Time is running out

Lol, since I have nothing better to do; I shall spamz all of you with blog memes!!! >:D

.:4つの事〔物:..:Quattro Cose:..:Four Things:.

2008-12-24T17:39:00.003+08:00

Four things

Four jobs I’ve had

Student
Errand person thingie.
Illustrator [For my Famiglia :D]
Too young to have over Four jobs :/

Four movies I can watch over and over

Four places I’ve lived

Selangor
Petaling Jaya
My Bedroom >:D
[on] My bed LOL

Four TV shows I love

What TV SHOWS????!?!?? I DON'T HAVE A TV!

Four places I’ve vacationed

Thailand
Melaka
Australia
Singapore

Four of my favorite dishes

Kitsune Ramen
Niku Katsudon
KOBE NIKU ~~FTW YAO!~~
Lasagna

Four sites I visit daily

Four places I would rather be right now

In Asiaworks.
Anywhere in Japan.
Comic Fiesta.
With a certain someone. >///<

Four bloggers I am tagging

Demmy
Riku
Anyone who reads this.
You! ~~HAHAHAHAH YOU GOT PWNED!~~

.:Insert some fancy shmancy title here:.

2008-12-21T22:24:00.003+08:00

So close...

The pain becomes excruciating.

Close enough that it barely grazes the tips of my fingers.

It hurts me so to see in right in my grasp; then vanishing right into thin air.

A tiny little maroon coloured object about a size of a fist;

Still beating.

"I like you."

Those three little words that hurt so much to say...

Confessing is a little harder that I thought.

Maybe I should just forget about you?

Picking up my abandoned tools; continuing my unfinished art.

Painting the colours of my heart for you.

I only hope you can return what belongs to me;

Or I might just not live.

That was waaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too emo for me.

Aaahhh, I dunno what's happening to me la.

All the inner turmoil in my life; my famiglia; my mind.

It's all just a faint blurr.

I'm just some unwanted person in everybody's life.

A stranger...

._.

.:Back from a curiously long break:.

2008-12-10T15:30:00.001+08:00

HAH, I AM FINALLY BACK FROM THE UTTERLY LONG BREAK

~~I HAD TO GO THROUGH JUST BECAUSE MY COOKIES WON'T WORK~~

Well, welcome back to my Blog and I shall try to update the best I can

Going to Jakarta?

2008-11-03T00:19:00.001+08:00

...

Dude...

I might be going to Jakarta on Wednesday.

Keyword; might.

I WANNA GO DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~I HATE SCHOOL~~

.:ちょうど小さい通知:..:Appena un piccolo avviso:..:Just a little reminder:.

2008-10-25T19:23:00.006+08:00

I might not update this blog as regularly as before, since I have a KHR doujin to ponder about, write, draw, ink and print. ~~Not to mention colour~~

I doubt it'll be for commercial purposes but I'll be posting up a preview [Just a draft] if anyone would like like to see it. XD

Nyehehe . . . and also some ~~6918~~ KHR drabbles will be posted up if I had the ~~Decency~~ Time to actually write it... >_>

.:不活性数日:..:Inattivo per alcuni giorni:..:Inactive for a few days:.

2008-10-25T16:01:00.003+08:00

Yeah, as the title said.... I'm going to be inactive for a few days and will have little or no chance to update my blog.

~~Nyehehehe... WHY NO SPARKLES DAMMIT! XD~~

Well, happy holidays everyone, enjoy all the time you have in other countries or in Malaysia. ~~Boring ass country~~

I'll try to update this thing when I actually have internet connection.

~~I have a program similiar to Photoshop (It's called GiMP) and I will be using it to test on colouring piccies. Nyehehe Beat that! XD~~

.:...:..:...:..:...:.

2008-10-24T16:57:00.002+08:00

MKJNHGFTYIOMKHBGYFTDRCBHUNIJMHGFCDXRCBHUNIJHUBGYFTCDRXFVG!!!!!!!!!!!

MY PICTURE!!!, NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!

>_<

DEM!!!! WHY DID YOU POST MY FUGLY PIC UP AT YOUR BLOG?!?!?!?

CHANGE IT!!!

CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEEEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~What no sparkles? XD~~

.:マフィアの10の命令:..:10 ordini della Mafia:..:10 Commandments of the Mafia

2008-10-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

Ten Commandments

No one can present himself directly to another of our friends. There must be a third person to do it.
Never look at the wives of friends.
Never be seen with cops.
Don't go to pubs and clubs.
Always being available for Cosa Nostra is a duty - even if your wife's about to give birth.
Appointments must absolutely be respected.
Wives must be treated with respect.
When asked for any information, the answer must be the truth.
Money cannot be appropriated if it belongs to others or to other families.
People who can't be part of Cosa Nostra: anyone who has a close relative in the police, anyone with a two-timing relative in the family, anyone who behaves badly and doesn't hold to moral values.

The Sicilian police found this list of the "10 Commandments" in the hideout of Salvatore lo Piccolo .

I think it is thought to be a guideline on how to be a good and respectfully honorable mafioso.

.:ホテルカリフォルニア:..:Hotel California:.

2008-10-23T20:16:00.006+08:00

On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair

Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air

Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light

My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim

I had to stop for the night

There she stood in the doorway;

I heard the mission bell

And I was thinking to myself,

’this could be heaven or this could be hell’

Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way

There were voices down the corridor,

I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the hotel california

Such a lovely place

Such a lovely face

Plenty of room at the hotel california

Any time of year, you can find it here

Her mind is tiffany-twisted, she got the mercedes bends

She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends

How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.

Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the captain,

’please bring me my wine’

He said, ’we haven’t had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine’

And still those voices are calling from far away,

Wake you up in the middle of the night

Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the hotel california

Such a lovely place

Such a lovely face

They livin’ it up at the hotel california

What a nice surprise, bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,

The pink champagne on ice

And she said ’we are all just prisoners here, of our own device’

And in the master’s chambers,

They gathered for the feast

The stab it with their steely knives,

But they just can’t kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was

Running for the door

I had to find the passage back

To the place I was before

’relax,’ said the night man,

We are programmed to receive.

You can checkout any time you like,

But you can never leave!

Tribute to the Eagles.

You know, it's rumored that if you play this song backwards... You can hear the Devil.

.:DotA の常習:..:Aggiunta di DotA:..:DotA Addiction:.

2008-10-23T18:43:00.006+08:00

Fwwwwwwaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh~!

That was a nice LONG game of DotA.

Hehehehe, I also was on Skype with Riku... ~~She was DotA-ing too XD~~

Eeeehhhh... Everyone is like on a ~~'DotA Addiction'~~ "Story-writing Addiction" nowadays.

Well... I really want to make it into the Finals for next years DotA competition actually.

I doubt I can actually do that... >_>

About the "Story Addiction" thing... I might be posting one of mine up, just for kicks.

It's probably going to be ~~6918~~ KHR Related XD.

And Demmy is going to get a blog soon~!

~~Nyehehehehehehehehe... Dem~! Add me in your Friends list! >:]~~

Edit!!!!! I GOT HER BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!! >:D

:.奇妙な投稿の習慣…:. .:Abitudini sconosciute di invio…:..:Strange Posting Habits...:.

2008-10-23T11:36:00.018+08:00

I suddenly realized that I always open my posts with strange/weird laughter and/or 'yeah'.

And always having paragraph breaks.

Strange occurrence isn't it?

I just can't view this blog as a public thingymajiggy/diary since my sense of perception fails me

~~TO THE EXTREME~~

EPICLY!

And those line breaks... >_>

I overuse them ... ~~ALOT~~

Now About the Latest Chapter of KHR [214]

[Highlight Them Bastards if You're not worried about spoilers]

TYL!Dino; Your hair is the wickedest thing I have ever seen on a guy.

~~I forever worship your Ojisan Hair~~

TYL!Basil; You are the most beautiful man in KHR.

~~Not counting Mukuro and Hibari~~

TYL!Chrome; Needs to eat more.

Gain A little more weight ~~or else I don't love you anymore TT∆TT~~

TYL! Xanxus; ...BGVFCTGVBHBGVFGBHBGVGBH!!!!

~~SINCE WHEN DID HE GET BANGS?!~~

Do you actually think Amano-sensei will actually show TYL!Tsuna yet?

~~I hope he gets a mullet XD~~

.:かわいく小さい鳥:. .:Piccolo uccello sveglio:..:Cute Little Bird:.

2008-10-23T10:24:00.010+08:00

This unusually cute ball of fluff is trying to kill me

I swear it is!

Look at it! Look!

It's cuteness is EXTREME!

[And it can sing the Namimori School Anthem XD]

Hibird is just too cute, yellow and FLUFFY!

AARRARARGGGGHHH!!!

I feel like eating it!

CHOMP!

Cheeep!

Nyehehehe...

I ate it...

[Gets Tonfa'd By Hibari]

.:学校はそのような穴である。 [のに私が好むそれを]:..:La scuola è un tal foro. [Anche se la gradico]:..:School is such a bore [Even though I like it]:.

2008-10-23T08:55:00.003+08:00

Yeah...

As the title said 'School is such a bore [Even though I like it]'

Isn't that being oxymoronic?

If it is, kill me now.

Life really sucks.

I didn't go to school today since I just woke up.

I bet my debate team members are going to kill me once they realize that I'm not going to school.

>_>

I do realize that I rant a lot on blogs.

(Which sucks, by the way)

I can't even write anything decent for a blog.

Maybe I'm going to start now...?

Heh, No chance.

.:世界終末:..:Giorno del giudizio universale:..:Doomsday:.

2008-10-22T22:04:00.001+08:00

This is crap.

MASSIVE crap.

Debate is on Thursday.

Thursday = Tomorrow.

I'm not even done with the speech yet.

Not even the important points.

...

It must be doomsday.

I'm seriously contemplating on not going to school tomorrow.